So…

I’m not tweeting, I’m not tumbl’n (excluding this post), no facebook, not responding to text. & it feels good. FUCK YES. It feels good. Whine, bitch, complain, etc. about it. I still don’t care. I’m doing this shit for me and I’m enjoying it. Between school, work, and my family, im busy as heck. So… I’m removing ‘social networking’ from my life. YUP. I have friends who know how to get in contact with me, & they are all that matter.

Off to go do homework.

goodbye.

my thoughts, as simple as that…

I guess i over think things… As i was at work todday (listening to Angel Haze - King) my mind kept racing. Thinking of everything. I swear, every possible thing ran through my mind. I kept thinking what would 9 year old Yae thinking of myself today? What about 5 year old Yae? Would she be proud? I work at a grocery store. I live with my parents. I don’t have a degree yet. It’s funny thought because I’m not upset with these things. Yes, I work at a grocery store… but I’m only nineteen. I’m still unsure of my career path. How the hell can go forth in something when I don’t know what it is. My parents are financially stable. Would they be able to manage without my income? Well they probably would. But with my fathers drinking addiction and my cousins mooching, & everyone living under one roof knowing the bills build up, it benefits myself and them to live at home. And I don’t have a degree, but I’m going to school and working towards that. But would she be proud. Would little Yae be happy with the decisions i’ve made? Would she look at me and smile to know that I’m the woman she has become? I mean I know we all make mistakes, some of the greatest people have made the most. But I can’t help but think that some things could have been avoided. I like to say that I regret nothing I’ve done in my life because it “made me who i am today”, but I’m unsure if i’m proud or even contend with the way my life has developed. I guess i simply over think things…

Anyway… goodnight.

off for three days & to vegas i go.

but right now, its nap time (:

sanfranciscosoul:

itakethewords:

andykin-skywalker:

jellybeanqueen:

blake-james:

i just shit bricks. i kid you not.

Worth every second to watch so fantastic I’m gonna try it

I’m laughing hysterically at how excited this guy is about it.  I always wondered how condoms got on the side of roads.  

And now I know.

Must make Simon do this.

His screaming just made my night.

After crying for what seemed like eternity, due to the simple fact i let my problems build up to the point of where i endure an overflowing episode of emotional overwhelming i found THIS. Needless to say, i smiled. (:

(Source: ericlovestrael)

I gotta do, gotta do!

• fold laundry
• clean room
• eat sherbet
• watch cartoons

Yup, gotta work tomorrow. 2:30pm - 11:00pm. That’s fine though. Transferred to the Pizza Department. Hoping I’m on the schedule for it, if not it’ll be next week. Yes.

#todo  #job  #transfer  #pizza  #excited  #yaaaass!  

forever alone.

I want… that summer love. That you, I, & the beach love. The pillow fights at night. The watching cartoons & eating ice cream. The picnics in the park love. The morning let’s go on a run together type love. I want the hanging out with our families type love. The putting up with each others crazy antics type love. The “Oh damn y’all still together” type love. I want the just can’t get enough type love. You know, the being best friends and in love type love. I want that. I want to not want anyone else. I want to be so deeply in love that I couldn’t imagine being out. I want that stability, that stable love type love. I want to wake up in the morning on your chest type love. That PS3 & Wii type love. Hanging out in sweats and basketball shorts type love. Yes, that love type love. I want to spoil you rotten type love. The I’m going out with friends, but you’re coming type love. The trust type love. Yes, trust. I want love. That I know its not perfect, but we’ll try type love…

#love  #forever alone  #want  #summer  #love  

mohandasgandhi:

Black teen shot and killed in mostly white gated community he lived in while going to a convenience store to get snacks by a Neighborhood Watch official who said he looked suspicious

Via Global Grind: “17-year-old Trayvon Martin was shot and killed by a Neighborhood Watch captain inside his own gated Orlando, Florida community where he was living with his father, stepmother and little brother, according to the family’s lawyer. Martin was shot after returning home from a local convenience store, where he bought snacks including Skittles candy requested by his 13-year-old brother, Chad.

According to the family’s lawyer Ben Crump, the family is calling for the Watch captain’s arrest, saying Martin was “on his way home and a Neighborhood Watch loose cannon shot and killed him”…”.* Was the teen singled out and shot because he was black in a white neighborhood? Ana Kasparian and Cenk Uygur discuss if race was involved on The Young Turks.

HE HAS A NAME: Trayvon Martin, Shot & Killed By His Own Neighborhood Watch (DETAILS)

I know Tumblr doesn’t like hearing about this but when people talk about “white privilege,” part of what is meant is stuff like the ability to exist beyond the confines of your home without the fear of being killed due to your race or ethnicity.

Mater: I knew i made a good choice.<br>
McQueen: ...in what?<br>
Mater: My best friend...